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Literature, PoetryOctober 17, 2017

Dearly Departed

Species by Scherezade Junejo
Oil on canvas, 2017

Image courtesy of the artist

 

My father’s daughter is dead.

I know, because I buried her.

She lies at the bottom of a grave,
curled on her side. A little girl,
in a little blue dress, red ringlets tied in ribbons.

I shoveled soft, dark dirt on top of her.
Shovel, by shovel, by shovel.
First I covered her feet clad in hated red shoes,
then her ankles with white, perfectly folded socks.

Slowly, I worked my way up her legs,
over her belly to her chest.
I covered her outstretched hands,
her face, eyes open, mouth shut.

Bend, scoop, twist, toss.

I stop. Dab my face with my shirttail, rub the small of my back with dirt darkened hands.

Bend, scoop, twist, toss.

Shovel, after shovel, after shovel
until a mound rose above the ground.

My mother’s daughter forgotten,
I knelt, as if in prayer,
planted
lilies, daffodils, roses, hollyhocks.

 

~ Melissa Rendlen

Melissa Rendlen has been a practicing Urgent Care physician for thirty-seven years. Recently she returned to her love of writing and has had poems published by GFT:Press, L’Ephemere, Indolent Books What Rough Beast, Ink in Thirds, Writing Raw, and Still Crazy as well as having been a Tupelo Press 30/30 poet and receiving an Honorable Mention with her first attempt at a chapbook by Concrete Wolf. Despite being thrilled with her success, she has kept her day job.

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One last love letter...

April 24, 2021

It has taken us some time and patience to come to this decision. TMS would not have seen the success that it did without our readers and the tireless team that ran the magazine for the better part of eight years.

But… all good things must come to an end, especially when we look at the ever-expanding art and literary landscape in Pakistan, the country of the magazine’s birth.

We are amazed and proud of what the next generation of creators are working with, the themes they are featuring, and their inclusivity in the diversity of voices they are publishing. When TMS began, this was the world we envisioned…

Though the magazine has closed and our submissions shuttered, this website will remain open for the foreseeable future as an archive of the great work we published and the astounding collection of diverse voices we were privileged to feature.

If, however, someone is interested in picking up the baton, please email Maryam Piracha, the editor, at [email protected].

Farewell, fam! It’s been quite a ride.

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