your body is already changing
within
a flower begins to court you
raising her head
embroidering her petals
like a malevolent fairy
creating her own universe
within yours
it is as two worlds
turning
turning
as planets within their orbit
willfully spinning clear
then near
magnetized
magnified in one another’s
locked eyes
it is those elaborate reconstructions in museums
that show you the beauty of
the cancerous cell as it blooms with equanimity
protruding each nook and crevice
like small parting hands
that feel their way through the
velvet dark
voluntarily blindfolded
that confident surety
insidious certainty
death
~ Ilona Yusuf
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Ilona Yusuf is a poet and printmaker. Her poems have been published in book form (“Picture This”, Alhamra Publishing, 2001) and thereafter in literary journals in Pakistan and abroad. She has also written essays on Pakistani poetry in English, and most recently served as guest editor for a special issue on poets from Pakistan for the Canadian poetry journal Vallum. She freelances for several magazines, writing on art and literature. Â She blogs at ilonayusuf.blogspot.com.