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Literature, PoetryFebruary 11, 2015

Pocketwatch

Page in my Diary II, by Nurayah Sheikh Nabi. Courtesy: ArtChowk Gallery

Page in my Diary II, by Nurayah Sheikh Nabi. Courtesy: ArtChowk Gallery

Now I come to you full of future. And from habit we begin to live our past.
~ Rilke

Middle September of a London pavement
A pocketwatch, compass, my divided time
On a wall of two clocks; subtracted footsteps
And Eddie Mair’s Midday precepts
A voice from home lures a notch
For every trench coat I inquire after
At a Turkish showroom in High Holborn

“You don’t look Indian,” is probably the best
Compliment the saleswoman can manage
“I might be Turkish,” I surmise
And she blushes remarkably—a virgin blush—
On her almost-first-sale from an unbusied Sunday
How much for a blush? I wish I could ask.

There are shreds of time in my pocket today
And, I hardly listen to her, for I
Am waiting on a Brentford wharf for one
Voice from home that counts my return
As if in a timeworn tavern from a Mediterranean poem—
A tussle for nectar, a whispering spectre
Rising like the descant of onion-domed
Church bells chiming Ave Maria de Lourdes

The ticking of the pocketwatch instructed me
You can’t belong so far from me
Cold, metallic, feminine voice
Overripe mutations from bronze to flesh
To rust and sluggish termites
To a million grafted red poppies
At the Tower of London, where the voice fell
Something to shatter that surreal coffin
The metal, the glass, the broken pocketwatch
Now buried in a red ceramic sea

Tonight by the Georgian plaques of Fitzroy square—
Along Dickens and a namesake and other such names—
I was walking without that voice of time
But the ticking remained, returning by
And by like Hamlet’s cuckolded father
The real is a virtue for the virtual to rile
The time was so pure, the spaces virile
A voice asks me for a light
The face of a woman, it wants to talk
To me, they like wretched nocturnal faces
But for your dear stranger
I should not be so composed
The knitting women are singing
The last carols of the weekend
I have yet to kiss a memsahib, I wonder
Should I?, as time among the poppies sleeps…

~ Arup K Chatterjee

Arup K Chatterjee is Asst. Prof. of English at the University of Delhi. He is the founder/editor of Coldnoon: Travel Poetics (International Journal of Travel Writing), and the recipient of the Charles Wallace fellowship, 2014-15, to the UK.

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April 24, 2021

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But… all good things must come to an end, especially when we look at the ever-expanding art and literary landscape in Pakistan, the country of the magazine’s birth.

We are amazed and proud of what the next generation of creators are working with, the themes they are featuring, and their inclusivity in the diversity of voices they are publishing. When TMS began, this was the world we envisioned…

Though the magazine has closed and our submissions shuttered, this website will remain open for the foreseeable future as an archive of the great work we published and the astounding collection of diverse voices we were privileged to feature.

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